First of all, not all bros came down.. but I would say most of them came down.. Ys, Wc, Solo and Clement.. Went to chong pang market to have dinner.. Didnt know wad to eat.. Actually wanted to eat dumplings de.. but come to think of it, I have been having sore throat for days.. So I shouldnt eat sumthing that dry.. So I turn to the side and order cha chai fan.. Haha.. This freaking sore throat is not those I used to have, its those deep inside the throat, no matter how much water i drank it still hurts..

aftermath, we went to chamber.. Which was.. Whoa.. Been so long since I step into chamber.. haha.. Same atmostphere, dim lighting and cold air-con.. Hahas.. Kinda feel comfortable there.. Played DOTA.. Thou we only played 3 rounds and lost all 3 rounds.. but it was fun.. after playing we talked and laugh at each other's mistake.. haha.. FUN..

Now im back home blogging.. Still do feel guilty.. Guess its gonna follow mi all the way till the moment i stop breathing.. Anyway.. actually i do kinda feel good after blogging everything out.. cos theres actually no one i can turn to.. so.. last but not least.. " I'm a ASSHOLE "

Tata~

I'm really sorry.. I know ur love for mi its true.. I know.. I really dunno wad else to say.. All I can say is my heart is never with mi, its with her.. All along its with her.. I jux couldnt get it back.. I might look happy, cheerful.. But I miss her.. really do miss her..

I appreciate the stars, the cups, the loves, the concern.. I once hope that I can actually fall in love with u.. But I couldnt.. I'm sorry.. I didnt mean to hurt u.. I'm a guy without a heart and i'm not worthy for ur love.. So all I can do is to let us remain as frens..

This is life.. A misses B, but B misses C and C loves D.. C and D are meant to be together, what B could do is to bless her with all the happiness.. A? B once tried to fall in love with A, but B couldnt because B heart is with C..

B to A: All B can say is sorry.. B was really touch with the stars u folded and gave mi.. B really tot he could forget C.. But am sorry, really very sorry.. B jux couldnt.. Hope we can keep in touch and remain as frens forever..

Never believe in love, friendship are always better.. Or being alone is the best solution..