Haiz.. I emo again le.. Everytime I have sumthing to post = I emo.. WTF.. I seriously dunno what im thinking.. I know we wont be tgr anymore.. But every now and then, I keep thinking of her..
The memories of happiness, sadness, hardship, EVERYTHING in the 1&1/2 yrs.. I think I am starting to wake up le.. My sweet dreams are going to end le.. Can any1 give mi a brain wash.. People keep saying, the old dun go, new wont come.. Dun because of a tree and give up on the whole forest. But Im with the tree for 1&1/2yrs.. I give my everything.. All I had was her.. And not im left with nth.. Frens are jux some1 to play with.. A wife/gf are some1 I think that I can share my happiness and sadness with.. Family are some to make mi feel im wanted(with love and concern).. And now I feel like im unwanted.. Seems like I dun have a place.. (is it my fault?) (i dunno.) And theres 1 thing that came across my mind.. DYING.. I know it is not going to solve my problem.. So I didnt.. First time I felt like dying.. Really hurt so bad.. When Im sad, I can only hide in my room or toilet n cry.. I got no1 to an wei, got no 1 to accompany.. Got no1 to share with.. All alone.. When I need some1, no1 will be there.. I really understand, how it feels when u needed some1 and no1 will be there.. So Hopeless, helpless.

I tot I grown up, I can handle things on my own.. But really its good to have some1 to help u when u need help.. But no way im gonna find that special some1.. Really kan kai le.. I got no hope in love anymore.. Its something that brings u to heaven and its some thing to pull u down to hell.. Do the world really have angel? All I know is there is Devil..

"Ur Like an angel in the SKY. Send from god above for mi to love." Quoted from A1 "like a rose"

I feel like crying now.. Hao Xiang Hao xiang.. Hao Xiang hui dao guo qu.. Bring mi back to heaven.. I jux dun feel like staying at home.. I HATE MY HOUSE!! I HATE MYSELF!!

Some say that Love is like a BANK.. The more money u invested in the one bank account means the more u love the person.. But if u dun invest in the person's bank account, and u keep drawing meaning the bank account will soon dry up.. And till then it is too late to even invest anymore.. But love is a two way thing.. U need to invest in the person's bank account, and the person must also invest in ur bank account.. This is how bank account balance up.. Haha.. I find it very true.. ^^ quoted from zhi fa dai yan ren(channel U, 9pm de show)..

How a love is between male n female..
For a female to love a male.. Female do not have to love him (not to say dun love la.. Jux love but dun need a lot).. but to understand him..
As for a male to love a female.. Importantly love them with all u got.. Always let her know u love her.. And do not try to understand her.. ^^ also quoted from zhi fa dai yan ren(channel U, 9pm de show)..

Both I find it very true in love.. As it kinda of happen when I recall back.. Which is my experience.. Some may find it true, some may not.. So happy reading.. haha..

I got nth to do.. Got bored.. As today is really a very boring day.. She kinda forget mi the whole/entire day.. Haiz.. Cos not much reply from her.. Always when I need some one by my side.. There is no one.. When I always need some one.. I am always left alone.. Haiz..

Hope the couples in the world, live happily ever after.. Which I dun think there is such a thing anymore.. Please let mi know if there is any ever lasting love still in the world.. Im tired.. Real Tired already..

Alright emo finish le.. ^^ guess its very long le.. (long n boring helps people to sleep.. hahas).. I will stop here le.. Stay tune ba.. If i see anymore logic about love(which I must find it true), I will post it.. ^^ Take kare people.. Good night..!

Wow.. Went to AMK, eat STEAMBOAT..!! wahaha... Power la.. Its been a long time since I went there to eat le.. MEAT BALL.. hahaha... PRAWN... wahaha.. So nice.. And it is my first meal of the day.. Holy shit.. haha.. Because I was at alvin house playing dota.. Training?? i guess.. haha.. So noob la.. Entire nitez being OWNED by AI+.. WTF.. Dam lame la.. We hit them hair.. But they hit us like dog.. NA BEI..!! lols.. Anyway had quite a lot of fun being trash by computer.. hahas.. Sound so silly.. haha.. TATs ME.. hahas..

Last few days, I like go around singapore.. WTF.. If im not wrong, wednesday I went to skool for fyp.. Then after my fyp meeting with my team mates, I went to TP.. Lol.. Is this call traveling 1 round of singapore.. haha.. theres more.. Silly mi.. I went to TP find WC, to enjoy their food there.. WTF.. their food is dam nice la.. Our skool's?? all i can say is CMI.. lols.. After TP, I acc WC to jurong point.. To SEE?? Secret..! heh!! Then go back to Yishin.. WOw.. Is it 1 round?? haha.. And this routine carry on for like 2 to 3 days.. Wow.. wahaha.. Yesterday friday.. I went out with WC, cause he need to get his laptop fixed before his warrenty finishes.. lol.. We went to chinatown.. then go to PS.. Then take bus to Suntec.. Haha.. Helping WC to shop some "...things".. Shhh.. Its secret again.. haha.. lol.. then went we reach yishun, its around 10.30pm le.. OMG.. then we went to ALvin house play DOTA.. Which mention above.. TRASH..!! haha.. Tonight I am going to stay at home.. Life's been too busy this week.. Its time I take some rest le.. Gonna miss "her" again.. Haiz.. New or Old.. its none of ur business.. hahas.. secret.. hohoho..

Next week starts skool le.. I really hope I can manage to go skool everyday.. Really.. But dunno I can make it anot.. Cos its too tiring le.. Listening to songs now.. EMOing??? unknown.. haha.. ^^

Alright ppl please tag k.. I will reply de.. ^^ DO take kare of urselves (to all my frens).. hahas..
Xiong went to army le.. Gonna miss him too.. He sure dam fit after he finishes his BMT.. hoho.. FIT FLYING BEAR..!

Quoted "crouching turtle, hidden panda, flying bear.. coming up crawling worm.. unseen mouse..

WTF u think wad.. ZOO ar!! Na bei.. haha..

U are jux like an angel that save mi from hell.. I was happy knowing u.. Really.. But today I find that I am actually the main stone that stop u from knowing ur real guy.. So I decided to stay away from u.. U were so good to me.. I dun wanna be a stone that block ur way.. I rather be ur steping stone.. That guide u to ur way.. Make it a smoothest road to let u walk.. And then I shall go back to where im suppose to go(hell).. thanks angel, u were the best.. U make my life so happy..

I am really really scare to fall in love again.. I know love is sweet, and it is the sweetest thing that makes u feel like u r in heaven.. When it comes to breaking.. It is the most painfull thing in the world that makes u feel like u r in hell..

So please love someone, u really love with all ur heart.. Never let that person u love ever break his/her heart..

When u r happy.. Tell the person.. So that the person will feel the same as u.. N u will find happiness..

When u r angry.. Think before u do anything.. Cos I might hurt the person without u knowing it.. Think in why r u angry? And u will find that it is actually a very small thing that make u angry.. And it is not worth to break the person's heart because of small matters..

When u r sad.. Talk to someone, u will maybe feel better.. If u r like me.. Cry alone.. Crying helps.. U will feel better after crying.. Its true, and that is why gals always cry.. Not because they wan u to ke lian/ pity them.. Its because there is something that really make them upset right in their heart..

So please if u r a MAN, do not ever let a women cry because of u.. NEVER.. Protect her and prevent her from any harm.. This is what a man should do..

Be a man n do the right things.. When there is something ur brain cant solve.. Follow ur heart.. And u might find the way to solve it.. (this is to WC).. Follow ur heart..

Wow.. Its been a long long long long long time... ~~~ Seriously I dun even feel like staying at home.. Or even use my laptop le.. Why? I dunno.. Lols..

I watched chocolate (the movie larhz.).. with wei jie, clement..
I watched narnia (also Movie larhz.).. with Debbie, Wei Chiang, Jian Xiong, Clement, and Yi Yun("a new fren"). LOL..

I AM HAVING HOLIDAY.. OK?? WHY MUST EVERY DAY COME SKOOL DE? SIANSATION..

This week monday, my mum woke mi up.. Ask help dunno do what which i forget le.. Then I prepare myself to go to skool.. But then my mum wanted to go see doc cause of her leg problem.. NO ONE IS FREE TO GO.. So I called my filming de team mates, tell them I will be very late.. Then ya I was farking late la... WTH.. I think I reach at 11++am ba.. HOly SHIT..! LOl. Then we Film till around 6pm. Then we went home.

This week tuesday, I overslept.. Omg.. They were kinda angry I know.. Im sorry ok.. Really too tired le.. Today filming was fun and very tiring.. As the things were so heavy.. And we film till around 8pm then stopped.. N then I went to east coast park with WC at around 9pm++.. We went to fetch gals back.. Took cab.. It was fun that night.. really fun la.. Then the gal I send home actually say she wanted to go back only at 12am.. As she told her mum she will be back around the time. So I lol.. Because it makes mi think of cinderalla.. Lol rite? hahas.. Then around 12 I send her home.. MEet up with Wc... We went to 101 to eat.. Hungry Sia.. that time haven eat dinner lehz.. lol.. then we were chatting and eat larhz.. Was fun ok.. Really it was a good day.. Then I acc him wait for bus but no more bus le.. So he took cab back home.. Then I also go home le lor..

Yesterday, I had woke up in the morning, was a little late.. Cos Im WOLS larh.. Lol.. when to my sis house take camera, then went down to take cab to skool.. So rush lehz.. Cos got some scene haven film yet. But that was really fun.. Enjoy filming alot alot alot.. haha.. Then after that MEet up with debbie, but im with Wc larhz.. Then yi yun come.. Then xiong xiong Come.. Hor Hor.. SECRET OK? Their child is call Yi xiong, yun xiong, xiong yi, xiong yun.. LOL.. See this Dun tell ppl ok?

POwer right ??? Omg.. WC is crouching turtle.. Im Hidden Cat.. Xiong is ??
!!!*** FLYING BEAR ***!!!
Dun play play ok.. Lol.. But Jia YOu Jia YOu..!! Add oil Add oil..

Ok forget that.. MYself le.. I was emo larhz.. Because of her? or her? I dunno also le.. Haiz.. SO stresss sia.. Yesterday then I found out that I was HOOK!! SHIT.. Die le la.. Did I fall in love with her? (not u yi yun.. U wont be the her de.. dun worry.) Shit.. I tried to break the HOOK.. But did I failed? Stay Tune?? Toooo Beee Connn Tiii Nueee.. Lol.. I dunno also leh.. Sian.. Im not the old mi le la.. LAst time BGR ( Blue Green Red ).. WTf is this.. I can break n I can love whenever I want.. But now? I sux la.. Shit.. izzit because I too emo le? I wanna be a bad guy.. Good guy no good de.. really.. Cold blooded is good.. Wont feel any pain.. Cause I dun think heart can take any much more pain.. Dying already.. hahas..

I dunno when I cried le.. Forget.. But this week I cried.. Really Cried.. I see the things I think of her.. Who? guess urself.. But guess wad.. she acc mi when I cried.. She also wanna cry.. wth.. Haiz.. maybe this is the time im HOOK..!! Shit... How to remove the Hook??

I tot im ok la.. but end up im only like 50% la.. Lol.. gonna do work liao le... hahahs...