Sad to say.. Its a boring day.. Been rotting at home.. Cant go out.. (even if I go out, I also got nth to do.) So wads the point of going out?

All I can say I siansation..

Computer? got nth to play.. Now im left alone at home once again.. Felt so lonely.. So sad.. Time is just going too fast.. Emoing..

Signed off.
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I've been having this feeling ever since I went into my life of NS..! I felt hopeless.. Helpless.. Nth seems real to me.. I hate this feeling..

I been missing her alot lately.. Always tot of patching things up with her.. But I dun have the courage.. Things just speed thru my mind.. I really felt insecure.. Or is it because I have her, I can share almost everything with her.. Having her by my side is everything.. BUT.. not anymore..

Been having aches cause of my wisdom tooth since today afternoon.. Giddiness is the part that is killing.. Feels like the floor is moving.. So when to visit the doc.. Glad that my mum acc me.. But while we are heading back home, in the half way she left mi and went to do her stuff.. Reached home, my elder sis is getting prepared to go home.. And Im left alone.. All I tot about is, if shes here, she will look after me.. But not anymore.. I left alone at home watching Tv.. Really dun feel good in terms of physical and mental..

Time is moving quickly, I always tot I could keep up.. But it didnt seem that way.. But no matter wad, I wont give up.. Life ain't about giving up.. Everyday is a new day, I must cherish every moment I have, be it with my family or friends..

I shall stop my emoing here.. Sry for not updating my blog.. Been super duper busy lately.. Gonna POP soon.. And I am gonna give my everything to do it the right way.. 24km route march, HERE I COME..!

I am glad to be able to be there when u needed someone.. Tot I can't help u, and I always cant.. But at least I can share ur load, ur burden.. Which tells me, im still a somebody in ur heart.. So dun worry about me getting annoyed..!

Take care guys..
signed off..
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