The worst NightMare I Ever Had.. Burst Out Crying Non-stop.. Almost skip a heart beat.. (Couldnt breath, ache in the chest)..

Ok here goes:

I was in the hospital, a normal check up for my leg.. With my mum, took train to and fro.. And maybe my leg keep didnt get well, the doc suspect that some thing was not right in my knee, and found out that I had Kuan Jie Yan, it was on both of my legs.. And doc suggest of doing an OP, if not i will have to go cripple the rest of my life.. So Mum n I decided to do the OP..

So Mum & I went home.. My family did everything as per normal.. But deep inside I know, if this operation goes wrong, sumthing wil happen to me.. So the very moment I saw my mum with the looks or worry, I Cried..

I even saw Daddy, but all he do in the dream was giving me that smile.. Those smile that chills mi into the bone.. Kinda like the its ur retribution..

Was out with Mei one day, went to have fun at arcade.. Then I decide to go back home, walking alone while Mei carried on playing.. Half way thru, "this part of the dream i kinda see before or dream before, jux familiar".. I saw my sugery doc (the one that did my check up and the same one that did the operation on my leg for the first time). Familiar part: I saw her, she was doing the unpacking/packing.. I walked over to her, to say hi.. After watching her pack/unpack her surgery tools, she offer to sent mi home with her car.. So I went up the car.. Now moving around (I jux find the route super familiar)..

Reached home, saw my mum, and I cried again.. And this time, my leg wont even move a single bit.. N the days was my surgery day.. Sitting on a dinning table, with my parents.. I kept crying non-stop, didnt know wad to do.. All my thought was if I die, my mum wont be living. Was so helpless.. I turned over to daddy, asking him wad should I do, n all he gave mi was a smile, again it chills me.. right untill the moment i even blog it.. Saw my mother side de uncles, aunties, cousins.. They kept asking mi not to cry, its ok jux an OP.. Nothings gonna go wrong..

Thats how I kept crying n crying untill I came back from the dream and couldnt stop crying.. Even if I dun cry, tears kept flowing..

Alright heres the wierd part: I said family, but my Elder Sis wasnt inside.. Didnt see her.. The route seems so familiar.. And Daddy's not around anymore, but he used to be a caring one, not that kind that will give mi the smile that chills me..

End of story..

Great!! I slept at 7am ++ The moment I fall asleep, I dreamt.. Woke up at 9.30am.. 2 and a half hours of sleep.. Right now, Im tired.. But I jux couldnt get myself to lie on that bed anymore..
Luckily my Mei is around.. I went to her crying non-stop, she woke up, An wei wo.. I told her about part of the story.. And after some time, it stopped..