Alright.. I had enough of think already.. Really.. I do what I can to help you le.. The rest is up to god's will.. I dun wanna care anymore.. Really this thing is making me go crazy.. Maybe we are not suitable.. Or maybe we aren't mean to be together.. Let nature take its course..

Gonna take a nap now.. I will help u finish up the research lata when I wake up.. Wishing u all the best.. ^^ U take good care of yourself or let u "bf" take care of u bahz..

I keep telling myself.. "Its none of my business, but can I??" I dunno.. Just felt so sad.. Night.. Sleeping cure everything... Sleeping Rox..

"God just let mi forget everything alright.." Please..!

Last night.. While I was playing basketball.. I kind of saw her and her bf walking pass.. But after that I sms her to ask her.. But she said no.. She dun even have a bf.. Hmm.. but my guts is telling me, its her.. Anyway I choose to believe her.. "Dun lie to me alright.. I would be very disappointed, if u lie to me.."

Its ok if u have a bf.. I will just give up.. Just dun lie to me alright.. Because that is when my heart for u is dead.. I hate people lying to me.. I would believe what u had said.. But dun ever lie to me.. Even if u lie, please lie all the way larhz.. Dun let mi find out ok..

Had been thinking the whole night till I fall asleep.. Know how this thing had been killing me.. Anyway was kinda sad larhz.. I brought the sweets to ur block.. But u dun wanna come out to take from me.. Do you know that I went down just because of you.. Guess Im jux doing this for nth..

Si wo yi xiang qing yuan.. Wo zi dao..

Xin qing hen bu hao.. T.T

Oh.. Hi readers.. *Too long didnt login to blog.. nearly forgotten how my acc n pw..*

I went to chatlet in sentosa with my lovely skool frens. On the 24 of feb.. It was fun, but because im the only guy.. I had to do all the shit work.. =.= But luckily they are as bad, they did quite alot of shit work too.. (shit work = sai kang).. Lmao..

The saddest part of the entire chalet was that its raining in the afternoon.. If not im sure we are going for some games.. But anyway we rot inside the chatlet which I find it big.. haha.. After which setting up the fire.. That is Oh Me God.. I didnt know how to set up the fire, they didnt know how to set up the fire.. Ended up, I recalled how my frens set up the fire, and from there I mimic the ways la.. (credit WC, event on my bday, cos he actually teach mi some of the tech.) Eat n eat n eat. Everything was so salty.. (food are brought from gaint) shh... dun say its i say de ar..! xD..

Then I slept all the way thru on the 25 of feb.. xD Cool right? Cos its raining.. T.T

On the 26 of feb.. Which is yesterday, I went for a job interview with solo.. On sales promoter selling skin care product and water system product.. Hmm.. yea.. But from the way they wanted to setup a sales team, which is like a multi level dunno wad la.. Which there is no basic pay, going by commision.. Got sell got pay, no sell no pay.. WTF.. We rejected it.. Cos Its simply retarted.. They want us to use our phone to call the people around and promote it.. Which jux right after I heared it, I shut down dun wan to listen anymore.. As you see those job can earn alot.. but it onli apply to selling alot.. Which I find it stupid, because entertaining 1 customer can cost me how much time already.. which still dunno whether they want to buy anot.. Tat all about complaining the job interview.. Let us wait so long.. =.=

And today is really make my day.. My Ro server reset everything, including my characters.. T.T Sob.. So sad.. My items, my hardwork, my time.. All gone to waste.. And from this I learnt No Pain no Gain.
And thinking back.. Never Gain, Never Lose.. Because if I didnt had all the items, I wouldnt had them lost.. And If I didnt had a gf before, I wouldnt be scared of having a gf now.. If I didnt had the money, I wouldnt feel poor. If I didnt had frens, I would feel lonely.

Life is all about a piece of blank paper.. I write on it, when u learn things, but time will make u forget it, that simply erase it.. And when u come to this world, u r a piece of blank paper. When its time you leave this world, u will have to put down everything. (die le how to bring??)

Haha.. So i had blog as I promise to.. Even tot its over the time le.. Ps..! ^^ take kare peez..! PEace!! Woot Whooo..!

By: Dear Baby - 棒棒堂&小薰/ㄚ头/小蛮

Lyris:
用右手构图幸福 描绘爱的角度
想像有你可以依赖呵护
恋爱必聊情节
有我坐守专线
画面美的好甜
在你的世界
画一个圈圈
赶走所有
不安的氛围
Oh my dear baby My baby
不准你放开手(我不放手)
承诺是永久
别轻易说出口
My dear baby My baby
就算是十二点过后
也不怕变成空
Dear baby Dear baby
爱你不寂寞(我不寂寞)
我们手牵手
从日出到日落
Oh Dear baby my baby
让爱情比童话美丽
写下动人的旋律


在你的世界
画一个圈圈
赶走所有
不安的氛围
Oh my dear baby My baby
不准你放开手(我不放手)
承诺是永久 别轻易说出口
My dear baby My baby
就算是十二点过后
也不怕变成空
Dear baby Dear baby
爱你不寂寞(我不寂寞)
我们手牵手
从日出到日落
Oh Dear baby my baby
让爱情比童话美丽
写下动人的旋律
只有你可以让我真正了解
爱 这游戏
充满无限的想象力
完美的比例 维系
关于温柔的气息
just you and me

Oh my dear baby My baby
不准你放开手(我不放手)
承诺是永久
别轻易说出口
My dear baby My baby
就算是十二点过后
也不怕变成空
Dear baby Dear baby
爱你不寂寞(我不寂寞)
我们手牵手
从日出到日落
Oh Dear baby my baby
让爱情比童话美丽
写下动人的旋律


Enjoy ba..! heh.. Cool huh..! wahaha..!

Wassupppaa People!! Omg.. I think I give up le larhz.. Dun wan love le.. Sian le.. Lei le..

Anyway, Frens are the best med for healing.. Sinces its almost a year le (2 more months).. Thx poeple.. I used to do stupid things but now.. I dun..

Gonna be going for BBQ at sentosa this coming feb 24.. Heh.. It should be fun.. But it also means im gonna have a hole in my pocket.. Poor lehx..! T.T Sob..!

Yesterday and today went down to 139 to play ball with mogolians.. (* my spelling sux, and i know it *). Quite fun larhz.. especially when communicating with them.. Guess wad, they tot im onli 16.. Wahaha.. I look young man.. *Proud*.. heh!

Gonna be going for army check up lata.. but im not tired yet.. how how how?? T.T

I haven been sleeping like a pig lately.. Dunno why.. Sleep a few hours enough le.. Sweat larhz.. Not the 1 im used to be le.. And come to think of it.. My lousy hot temper is coming back le.. Must control le lor..!! Alan Ng Mao Lin CONTROL ur FUCKING TEMPER!!

Heh.. WTF.. Im bored.. Actually wanted to play game till tml de.. But.. Siansation..

Oh.. my shoulder is very painful.. Use to have some1 to massage for me de.. But now.. T.T dun have le.. Gotto find massage for an mo le.. Omg.. $$$ fly away, just like FIR de fly away.. Some more fly very far lor.. Wth.. *who ask u fly?* Heh..!

Guess im gonna force myself to sleep lor.. Vampire! Dunno got spell correct anot.. Night Cat end here le.. Thanks for read asshole..! wahaha.. Im bad i know.. I didnt say im good anyway.. wahaha.. Alright good nites reader..! im jux joking.. no hard feelings.!! haha.. NIGHT NIGHT..!