Haha.. Watched Alvin and the chipmunks.. So dam cute larhz.. With the Chipettes too.. hahas.. Not much singing this time.. But its nice..!! "Let the pro show u how its done." Bang..!! TV gone le.. hahahaha..

Yesterday was watching TV, then heard this song Lion Heart from T-MAX.. Korean song.. But its actually a jap song.. Dam nice.. U guys should to listen.. ^^

Bored.. Till now my leg is still kinda of swollen.. Irritating.. :(

Weee.. L4D 2 Not bad leh.. Quite fun.. Enjoyed being RAPED!! No.. Should be GANG BANG!! lmao.. hahas.. If u haven try.. Go n try.. Things are much cooler than before.. But the weapon sux now.. BOBO Shooter!! lol..

Haha.. Watch Hi, my sweet heart.. (Chinese is 海派甜心).. Nice Nice.. The songs are even NICER!! Lol.. Hee..

I love u, U love mi, We are happy family..! With a Great Big Heart n A kiss from mi to u.. Wont u say u love mi too.. ^^

Alright.. finished Crapping already.. Well then..
tata~~

Been rather lazy recently.. Hmm.. Seem like she is having a good life.. Heex.. Good enough..

Im bored.. Seriously bored.. Y leg injured?? Zzzz.... Wanna put straight also cannot, bend also cannot.. WTF!!

Siansation, Horrible, terrible, vegetable..!!

Boom, Bomb.. Bahaha..!!

Alright enough..!! Heex..

Hmm.. Today I did ppt, for my work stuff larhz.. wah kaos..! didnt tell mi, wad the items is for then ask mi do ppt?? Kaos.. Sms the boss, also nv reply.. double Kaos.. (Kao Kao).. lmao.. So I didnt care much, I jux use what I think, and finish the ppt.. Heex.. Im from RP de leh.. PPT is nth.. Lmao.. Except that use openoffice is... "ok la ok la, not as bad as nth larhz.." Im use to microsoft office marhz.. So.. ya lor.. slowly will get used to it.. The ppt is full of crap.. Jux like last time in skool we did the social education thing.. is it social education? Cant remember, years ago le.. Wadever is sumthing education de.. The question is like: "if u see rubbish on the floor will u pick it up?" Answer: (in order to score high marks) "YES", but the fact is "Who will be that retard to fucking pick the rubbish?" Lmao.. CRAPZZZzzzz...

Life is.... !!!

eh.. cannot blame le.. I must be thankful that Im am still here able to blog, talk, crapz.. Only injured my leg, not broken or anything.. heex.. Thank you..!!

Opz.. today miss her again, then pi gu yang go disturb her by msg.. I shouldnt be doing this le larhz.. How can disturb ppl neh??

Doc: "U have too see open abit larhz.." (in chinese: Kan Kai Yi Dian)..
>.<: "Aiyo, born like tat bo pian ma..!"
>.<: "Then how much to do the operation?"
Doc: "Cheap cheap nia!"
>.<: "Cheap ar?? How Cheap??"
Doc: "Got $5, $50, which one u wan?"
>.<: "$5?? too cheap la.. Hao larhz (in english: ok larhz) I take the $50 de larhz.."
Doc: "Ok, alot of ppl also take $50 de.."
Doc: "Get rdy ar..! 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.!"
>.<: "Ouch.. Wtf.. Y u hit mi?? Pain lehx..!"
~~~~~~ >.< ======== 5.O ~~~~~~~~~~
5.O: "Woah.. Can see clearly already.."
5.O: "Thanks alot leh doc.."
5.O: "Oh doc, btw wad is the $5 de?"
Doc: "Orhz.. That 1 ar?"
~~~~~~ >.< ======== 5.< ~~~~~~~~~~
5.O: "WTF? like tat also can ar??"
Then 5.O fainted..~~

Hee.. Crapz.. Too bored le..

-.-: "oi, siao eh.. See wad see??"
>.<: "Siao? u can see mi, I cannot see u ar??"
-.-: "mai kan lim pei guai lan leh..!! Since when I see u?"
>.<: "Kaos.! u dun see mi, how u know I see u??
-.-: "Na bei, ur skin very Itchy ar!!??"
>.<: "Lol... Eyes very Itchy nia la.."
~~~Bing Bang Bong..~~~~
-.-: "Still itchy anot?? Siao lian eh.."
O.o: " Woah.. Not itchy liao le.. Can see clear clear somemore.."
O.o: "weee uuu weee..! (Wishle) Chio bu leh..!!"
~~~Bing Bong Bang~~~~
(O).O: "Woah.. Even Clearer..!!"

Heex.. Trying to be lame here.. Lol.. u mind find it lame, but it may jux brighten somebody's day.. ^^ Tata~~ Late le.. Gonna Sleep.. Nighty Night..!!

Guess without having my leg injured, I wouldnt know bball is actually so important to me.. Without injuring my leg, guess I wouldnt know frens around me does care.. Without injuring my leg, I wouldnt know how important my leg is..

Guess going thru all this is part of my life.. Going thru the process of learning how to cherish things, family, frens.. especially to those who care.. To people who didnt know how things are important to them, u wont wanna go thru all this to learn how to cherish all the beautiful things around u..

Heehee.. dam stress now.. tons of things need to think about.. consider about..

who wan eat pig leg? i have 1 attach to me.. lmao.. (is this called gu zhong zhuo le?)

Once decided to do sumthing, never regret..

Thx for all the care n concern.. Never force urself to do sumthing u wouldnt enjoy.. time to emo liao.. hee.. xD

Take care... tata~~

Love my blog song.. Her voice is just to sweet.. like.. ^^

Hais.. Injured my leg (knee) again.. Sad..

Im scare that I cannot ever play bball anymore.. Hais..

Do u know how it feels like when something I enjoy so much.. But unable to enjoy it anymore..

Life just sux.. issint it?

Bball is sumthing for me to see, to watch.. But nv able to touch again.. Im really scared..!

Why is life jux this way?

Cant even walk now.. Cripple.. Hais..

Dammit.. Feel like crying.. Feel like dying now.. Cherish what ever u have now.. dun even let go.. Or u will regret.. Once its gone.. its gone..

I made my family worried. I made my frens worried. I made everyone worried. Just feel so useless now.. FUCK!!

To my frens: Please enjoy the bball session for mi alright.. Big Thanks. Thanks ys n my mum for accing to hospital today morning..

I need to be alone.. I need a corner alone.. LEAVE ME ALONE..

DAMMIT!! ARGGHHH!! Im FUCKING PISSED OFF!!! FUCK OFF!!

"Ur happiness is all im concern."

"The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for."

I simply just love this phrase..

Hmm.. was reading some of the old post.. Things started flashing back.. All the loving memories.. OMG.. its just so sweet.. its not as bad to refreshing back those lovely memories.. hee..

Come to think of it.. I still have the dam long video taken at sentosa in my memory card.. See when I have to mood, I'll just extract it out.. Post it.. hahas.. Those was the most fun and lovely days I had in my life larhz.. Wont forget.. ^^

Looking at those old post made by her, or myself.. Isint that painful anymore.. Guess I recovered.. Left some slight crack waiting for recovery.. And guess wad, I got addictted for reading those post.. lol.. Looking at the cards and the photos in my cupboard, the rings in my bag, the duck on my bed.. everything.. Just feel so glad I still had them.. But the onli thing is the duckie is real real smelly and dirty.. Lol.. Yellow become grey le.. xD Memories I didnt wanted to washed away..

Tats y waiting for some1 is the worst part of life, but having some1 to wait for is just the best part of life.. Im sure I am contented for being able to have the feeling of waiting for some1 worth me waiting for..

Seriously I dunno should I wait or should I not wait.. Cos waiting alone myself, but the other party doesnt know, is just useless.. Just like Im waiting for ur reply.. Saying U will get back to me, but nth comes in the end.. Just another disappointment.. Guess im just not cut out to wait..

I just wanna have a stead/gf. Living a happy simple life, with her, with my family.. Having a job enough for living.. And I am contented.. Hee.. Dreaming again.. Lol.. This only happens in fairy tales.. Not in real life.. In life things can just become so ugly that u wont even know or want to face it.. humans can become so ugly that they change to another person which u dun even know..
Someone that misses so much, suddenly become a stranger..

Its so dam true about being a bad person is so much easier than being a good person.. Being bad theres nth to worry about, but becos u're good, u tend to worry too much, ended up being a idiot or a irritating person..

Lifes changes so quickly. U maybe alive now, but next moment u're maybe gone.. Who knows? So cherish everything n everyone u have.. Do everything without a single regret.. Somethings that are lost = things gain.. No pain no gain.. Becos the things gone thru, make wad u are now..
Spend time to the maximum..

Last but not least, I just hope u would spend a min of ur daily life to send mi just a sms saying "Im fine".

Phew..!! At last the busy things are over.. hahas.. Happy marriage alright.. All the best..!

Wow, book out at 11pm again yesterday.. Got home like 12.30pm.. Shags..! Dam tired.. But its OVER!! xD

Hey.. I need to go shopping for some stuffs.. Like I wanna get myself a BAG.. few singlets.. few polo-tees.. And last but not least, is presents, for xmas n my sista de bday.. Seriously dunno wad to get.. hais.. Stress again.. Guess I should buy a present for the new married couple..!! hmm..?

Any1 wanna go shopping wif mi?? But i'll go bugis to hunt for my bag and clothes first.. then after that go hunt for presents..

Wow she reply n even pick up my calls.. So dam happy larhz.. But she was busy after that le.. no reply le.. anyway I'll just wait ba.. even tot i know hopeless.. xD tats mi larhz..

Ok la.. im freezing in my room.. So imma stop blogging le.. wanna living room to catch some heat.. xD Peez.. Im fine.. seriously im fine.. ^^ dun have to worry..
Tata~~

"The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for."

Tats y im waiting..!!

Im jux simply too tired.. Gonna drop dead soon.. Seriously, I was so darn happy that u was the first 1 to reply mi in the morning.. Was super tired de, but then after recieving ur sms.. My mood was just high up to the sky..

These few days are killing mi.. Tons n tons of work to be done.. Never ending.. So dun mind if I distress abit.. brb..!

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This 100 FUCK is for the shit I've been feeling recently, shit I did recently..! Feel so good now..! Back to normal..

Hmm.. Ps I wanted to do this long ago but still can tahan.. but now is like.. ARGH!! SHARK!! RUN!! SHIT.. DAMMIT!!

Ok.. This thurs I went to the MO, and was told that I will be downpes.. To C2, but dunno L wad.. And on the 23rd is my big "DAY" because I will be going to JMC, to comfirm for the operation on my Knee.. Reason I wanted to go for the OP, simply because I need to leg to fully funcationable.. So I can run, I can play bball, I can do wad ever I wan and plus I dun wanna wait till I get old n everything comes back.. So...

Congratz WC, Ur a MAN now!! hahas.. Happy enlistement..
Congratz TK, Ur old now..!! hahas.. ORD lor..!! xD
Congratz myself for always waiting for her sms but it nv come.. Congratz..!
"Ty ty ty"!!

Hais.. I'll just wait for MIRCALE to happen..!! Im sure it will.. No matter how disappointed I will be.. I'll wait..

Yeah.. After so much hard work.. Tml shall pay off..! Wedding dinner time..!! Yeah.. Spent so much of my time and energy setting up.. Tml I shall GO for it.. EAT EAT EAT!! xD even if I become a FATTY PIG.. I wont give a dam.. The most I excerise lor.. hahas.. Well Wish Him and her all the best in the marriage and everything..!!

Guess my batt reached its max le.. Should recharge le.. sorry for those who wanted to find mi today.. Because I was so smart yesterday, I charge everything, my MP3, PSP, but not my phone.. ended up my phone was a fallen hero today.. SAD.. wondering if u called mi or anything.. But guess u didnt la.. anyway its good to lie to myself.. makes mi happier..!

My Own quot of the day.. "As long as you are happy..!"

And I jux love this:
"The worst part of life is waiting. The best part of life is having someone worth waiting for."

NIGHTY night..!

Basically, im tired of waiting or jux gotten use to waiting le.. even tot i know no hope le.. i still wanna wait.. dunno wait for wad.. hais.. guess its time, i must force myself not to wait anymore..

Was rather sad.. maybe i jux dun understand. Y spending a min replying also dun have? hais.. or maybe issit u jux got no feeling for mi.. these are things i've been thinking lately..

Didnt have lunch n dinner till now.. Dying soon.. I simply hate myself for missing u.. SERIOUSLY I HATE MYSELF.. y so easy fall in love?? If im able to i'll jux wack myself la.. hais..

Other then the love stuff.. recently i got tons of things to do.. hais.. need to do more 3D design using maya.. OMFG!! doing 1 is killing now is a few more.. plus he wants it by monday.. this sat will be having a wedding dinner.. and im helping out.. Siansation.. Got to work on fridays n shiterday.. then onli left sunday to finish up the work.. HOW??

Finish complaining about work stuff..

Recently the missing has gone lesser n lesser.. maybe its becos we broke up le.. Or issit the workload im having now is the cause.. everyday also hope to see ur sms.. but dun have.. keep look at the phone.. guess im crazy le..

Hais.. I should go get some food.. or else i having recieve ur sms i die le.. alright take kare pees.. n U please do take kare of urself in everything u do.. last but not least.. HATE MYSELF!!

Had been feeling short sharp pain with sourness in my heart.. I dunno wad happen.. Even its a very short time we've been together.. I jux miss u so much.. And today all I get was onli a sms..

Know wad, I was so happy to see her sms.. Knowing her fine.. But right after a few hours lata.. Things jux started to changed.. This entire whole day was jux so sour.. Without her sms, without her voice.. And seriously I kept looking at my phone.. But everytime was a disappointment.. Having the hope to see her sms coming in.. But it jux got shattered everytime I saw my phone.. No news from her.. "U know I really miss u like crazy" I dunno if u feel the same, but I do.. Its killing mi.. Jux 1 simple sms will do.. Im not hopping for something rediculous.. loving some1 can be so painful..

Things had started to changed.. I agreed.. I hate to see u feeling stress.. I hate it.. Tats y I ask u am I interrupting ur life?? I need the truth, no matter wad ur ans is, I will accept it.. Because if u're not happy, theres no point I kept dragging on.. And I know u dun wanna hurt mi.. but its even more hurtful seeing u like this.. But I think I kinda know the ans already. I ask this as the first question because if I am interrupting ur life, I should really leave u alone.. Knowing u having so much of ur own problems, and Im jux like another burden/worry acting on u.. I seriously dun wan to be a burden.. having u worrying about mi, having u wasting ur time replying mi, having u wasted ur time resting jux because I wanted to talk to u during the night, after u finished ur work..

Remember I told u theres 2 question?? Heres the second question.. Do u love mi?? I've been thinking since yesterday.. Am I able to take it (knowing the ans that u will give mi)? I know I cant, but I have to.. Why I wanna ask u the second question? Its because I feel that no matter wad happen, having u loving mi, even its for a second, or even before.. I simply have nothing to regret about.. Moreover, I really felt love when im with u, even tot it lasted for only a few hours, im contented..

U dun have to worry that u will hurt mi or anything.. Im the 1 asking u to go in a relationship with mi.. So jux let mi know how u r feeling or wad u r thinking.. So I guess I can let u go, and u will have ur own life..

Last but not least, I am really happy getting to know u, having u to be my gf.. Theres nth I will regret about.. Everything is jux so happy.. even tot I kept worrying about u, but I jux feel happy worrying.. At least theres some1 I can love, can worry, can share my tots with.. Sorry for making such a mess out for u, sorry for giving u morning call today without knowing ur actually not work and disturbing u from ur sleeps.. Sorry for all the unhappiness I cause.. Sorry for my sms that was sent to u when u're busy.. Jux sorry..

Please give a sms or a call if u happen to see this?? I really miss u, and I do miss u like hell.. Guess I should get out of u life already.. ^^ be happy always alright.. I will be fine.. Dun worry.. Smile.. ^^ 271109 shall be remembered!!

Eh.. psps.. was kinda lazy + busy to blog la.. xD

Anyway Im attached already.. To a super duper silly (*Busy*) gal.. As for those wanting to know who is she.. Ask mi lor.. xD

Right now im waiting for the time to pass.. BECAUSE im going to meet her lata.. Going to bugis to have dinner with her..

Hmm.. today was rather pissed off.. cos she promise to sms mi before she sleep last night.. she didnt.. (maybe shes tired).. then before i went to sleep, I told her to text mi tml morning after she woke up.. Zzz.. I woke up at around 9+ actually going for swimming.. then my great fren ah ment, say the weather so cold "swim wad"? this 1 really.. Roar..!! ok, its over, im not going to remember.. Then slowly I waited till 11+am le.. still nv recieved her sms.. I was kinda pissed le.. So I sms her.. No sms no nothing.. Onli then she called.. By then I was pissed off le.. So I was like not interested in anything le.. I didnt ask her y nv sms mi during the phone call.. But this silly gal knows it, the first thing she said was "sorry dear"..

Sometimes I really dunno I should be angry/pissed or wad seriously.. Then I sms her, telling her how worried i am and I miss her.. And she onli reply "sorry" reason she dun wanna give mi lame excuses for not texting mi.. -.- Aw.. she's really very cute lor..

Its over.. Not gonna think of it anymore.. Just promise mi u wont go mia again..!! Alright..

eh.. ment.. seriously not i dun wan to meet u.. when u called mi, i was playing dota.. of cos nv hear wad u say la.. dun say i not brother, i called u back wanting to acc u de.. but u dun wan.. then I bo pian also.. (he dun wan cos, im going to have dinner wif my dear, then i acc him onli, he say i come also bo liao.. so he didnt wan..) I dun mind acc u de.. Bros wad.. aiya.. anyway we'll meet up some other time alright..

Its about time to get myself prepared to meet my dear le..

tml theres a meet up wif my poly frens.. lol.. Dunno wad they will do.. Zzz.. But I get to bully them.. hahas.. lol.. looking forward to have fun with them..

TATA~~ GTG le.. xD Take care peez..!