1 good thing: I FINISHED my FYP1 le..
1 bad thing: I got my PP to do.. My Grade sux all the way in this sem..

I dun feel like studying le.. I dun wanna fail.. But seems like im force to.. Ut Ut Ut.. Next week is wad.. UT week ar.. NBCCB..

Serene yong.. U SUCK..! From Mi.. Get it.. NBCB.. BITCH.. Give me F.. Know why people hate ur lesson.. Cos u SUCK.. Farking BITCH..

I jux do not have the feeling to do things.. Im tired le.. Real Tired.. Im just like a rubber at its fullest stretch le..

Really WTF.. Feel like Dying.. Really..!

I miss you.. I really miss you.. I am willing to give up everything.. Just to be with you.. U are my everything.. REALLY..! After so many things happen.. Only then I know that You are So perfect.. Life been so good during that 1 year and 1/2 months. Really.. I am so happy at that time.. But now.. Without u.. I dont.. Even when I finished my FYP, even if I owned people on games.. Even when I win people on bball.. I JUST DUN FEEL THAT HAPPY.. ITS GONE.. ALL GONE.. I JUST WANT TO BE WITH U AGAIN..

Just watch what happen in vegas.. Its so sweet.. maybe Im feeling emo again.. But I just cant stop thinking of you.. When Im watching.. I just want to watch it with you.. Only you.. Everytime I went to watch a movie with frens.. I will always think of u.. U U U, only U..

Wad Im left with is only ducklie.. I feel so sad.. I cried.. Its just so pain.. deep in my heart..

First of all, sorry that I didnt make any new post lately.. As I was busy with my project.. Cheers.. Feeling a little bit relax now.. Wish me Luck on my 23rd july FYP presentation..!

Secondly, Life was really good. As in I watch a lot of movie lately.. As in HellBoy 2, Hulk, Dark Knight.. Lol.. All is nice.. Anyway.. this is only my enjoying life.. Because I skip class with my frens and we went watch movie.. WTF.. All my grade was.. RED and X.. Play too much le..

Thirdly, I am stressing for my PP.. Got a feeling that I couldn't finish in time, as from the things I am doing lately.. I cant blame myself.. Because we just submited our FYP this week monday.. Wow.. And I always have this feeling that I am Hang.. Haiz.. STRESS!!

Fourthly, I really miss her a lot.. Her photo is just at my inside my room.. Whenever I look at it, I feel a very sharp sour pain deep in my heart.. Can I really let go? Please tell me that I can.. I am dying.. The world is moving.. Am I?

Fivthly, I wrote a 600 words RJ(homework).. To shoot my Facilitator(teacher).. Because of her grading.. All her care about was those people that are strong.. And strong as in, they repeat what the others say and the nod their head.. Holy Shit.. Come on man.. Make ur own bloody lines.. Dun repeat what people had said.. Did my english improve? lols..

Sixth, If my english improve, thanks to someone special.. That talk to me in english.. hahas.. even tot my spelling still fail.. But I am glad that my english has slightly improve..

Seventh, today is a friday night.. And people out there are having fun.. What I can do is only DO PROJECT!! Lifeless?? Haiz.. All I can say is THATS LIFE.. Had fun playing ball just now.. Since so long that I played bball with them.. I tend to play alone lately.. Emo? Maybe? LMAO.. I just felt guilty for banging the ph people.. Even they played rough.. Even they bang me.. Cos I made him spring his leg.. Normally I would feel angry when people bang me.. Maybe because the fire in me, is not burning anymore..

Eight, My aim now is to pass my poly life, go on to NS, come out to work.. Earn lots of money, buy a CAR.. My aim.. Hmm.. Regarding LOVE.. I kind of lose hope in it le.. Sorry.. Because my tag line.. LOVE bring me to HEAVEN.. But a Broken LOVE push me to HELL.. Hope I can be wei chiang, Heart's dead.. Why mine is still pumping??

Nine, recently I find that I just suck in everything I do.. I dun have to feeling to win.. All I do was " the most lose", its just a game.. Is this me? I dunno.. Slowly forgetting myself.. Slowly, I wont even know who I am..

Tenth, my Reflection Journal for the week..

Things you wanted will only move away from you.. And when you gave up, it will come to you..
Life do have ups and downs, depend on how you look at it..
Friends are important.. Even they cannot keep you acc whenever you are feeling down or up.. As in when they are there for you, you will just see the ray of hope shinning on you..
Music is my life.. No matter what music, be it old or new.. I feel that it is only 1 thing that understands my feeling..
Stress can help you do things to your limit.. But on the other hand, I might bring you to death..
Always find yourself, do not lose yourself.. And do not be like me, because I am almost dunno who I am already..
Goals are to help you work hard, when you are slacking, or lose ur way..
Talk in a properly manner.. And people will talk to you the same way.. (this is something I feel)

Hahas.. I ten points of things that happen.. Woots.. Dun lose ur way with each passing day.. A part of the song I used to sing during my secondary skool life.. So meaningfull.. ^^ Alright people.. Take Kare okiesssss..!

Wow.. Lately I feel that my engine started.. As in I got the mood to do work le.. Unlike before (after mi become single till now). Haiz.. But I still cannot wake up in the morning to skool.. LATE LATE LATE LATE.. I got no sense of urgent.. I dun feel that I need to rush to skool.. So always take my time to skool.. OMG.. Tats mi.. NTH can help.. Been Crazy lately.. I went to JB, with frens.. haha.. I go there eat, drink starbuck coffee.. WOW.. Watch Hulk at JB.. SOund so Stupid.. hahas.. But its fun.. Shop around wif my fren.. ^^.. So happy.. But its not going to be the same anymore le.. haiz.. Anyway.. today im like a crazy.. I do my work le.. Started to do work le.. hahas.. Not slacking anymore le.. Maybe cos I think my part of the FYP is done le ba.. Sumthing that makes mi happy.. Gonna upload some pics.. !! JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU..!!