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It's like learning to fly or falling in love.

Sian.
Saturday, November 22, 2008

Yesterday, went for my Napfa.. Failed..!
Pull up = 10times, Sit up = 42 times, Standing broad Jump = 235, Sit and reach = 48, Shutter run = 10.4sec.
And I failed my 2.4km run.. WTH!

Then after which I went down to play bball.. First game we lose all the way.. Cos haven warm up yet.. And second game we won! All the way..! W W W = win win win.. ^^

Its my fault to share things with people.. Really.. I wont say anything here.. But I know the friendship is some what done for !! Im SRY.. Maybe Im just TRYing to be a BITCH..

Problem Problem Problem.. Tons of problem everyday.. I really want to have a happy and peaceful day.. Can i? I always dun kare about things cos im really tired.. I dun have the energy to kare about every single things anymore.. Life jux suck all the way.. And it like going down a well..

Feeling real emo right now.. Emotions are really killing me.. Seeing people makes me thinks of myself.. If I do not have emotions, that would be good..!!

Alright I kept lao sia yesterday.. My good classmate cum fyp team mates [Liqun], acc me all the way to W1 to get myself food.. I appreciate that alot.. I didnt say cos I dun know how to say.. And then after that skool I went for my NAPFA.. After that I sms her told her I failed.. Dun ask me why I sms her.. I jux did it.. Then she ask me if I had my dinner already yet? Nope.! NAPFA jux finished.. She told me to eat some plain stuff, but I was like "aw.. Can I not?" Then I smsed her "so troublesome, U cook for mi larhz" Guess wad, she said if only I pay the food she will cook.. lols.. So nice of her..! I owe u big THANKS..!

My anger came back.. Out of some where I guess... I just simply get angry easily.. And came to think about it.. It just like the ME before.. I will control de.. Dun worry.. I may look happy and cheerful, But deep down am i?


Lame=.=
Thursday, November 20, 2008

=.= thx rain for forcing mi make this idiotic post.. =.=

1. I enjoy going out alone.
2. I have alot of retarted frens.
3. I like to laugh at people. (example: a person fell down.)
4. I hate books, but loves reading.
5. I hate people who are gays..
6. I love basketball, simply because I love wacking balls.
7. My life is boring, because I sleep simply everyday.
8. I like to have my happiness being put on others sadness.
9. I hate other people being emo, but I love emo songs.
10. I hate rain, cos she sux for tagging me stupid stuff.

=.= Rain rain go away, but dun come back.. =.=


Wad a Day..?
Tuesday, November 18, 2008

First of all, I got a new blogskin.. I find it cool la..

Secondly, I change my music playlist..

Thirdly, today I went to my skool's magic show.. Fun alright.. A performance.. They rox.. Imma learn the trick on how to bian a flower out.. lols..

Fourthly, I wanna thanks liping for giving mi 2 tixs on the magic show.. So that I can have fun watching..

"next time just let mi know ur with a special fren alright.. cos I waited for u to go in together, and when the time u told mi u went in already, I was kinda pissed off larhz.. but after the show saw ur special fren then I know larhz.. Tell mi earlier ma.. So I dun get piss off for misunderstanding.. ^^"

Lastly, enjoy my new blogskin alright.. ^^ cheers.. MY FYP is almost done, some edits and we are good.. Thanks to my team mates, u guys rox..

I brought a beer and tibits.. Wows.. gonna enjoy my movie and eat and drink.. Dreamed lifestyle.. Cool huh..! lols.. roflmao.. ^^


Something about Love
Monday, November 17, 2008

Lol.. Read some ppls blog.. Wow.. Love is something that is so wierd and yet sweet.. ^^

Affinity is the thing that bring 2 people together.. And it is done so sercretly that u wont even notice it.. Yea and this is it..

Saw the somebody, felt interest, get to know the person, started meeting the person, after some time, and pop! it just goes like this, and they are couple already.

Sweet.. When will mine come? Im waiting.. ^^


yyy?
Saturday, November 15, 2008

Out of a sudden, I felt a deep pain in my heart.. I don't know why.. Today finished skool, went home to sleep.. N now Im awake.. I tried doing things I did before.. Playing my Ragnarok.. But I got so bored.. Guess life really changed.. Has it?

Think think think, I always said to be single is good.. But deep down I really wanna get a gf.. Wad kind of gf? I don't know.. But thinking of having a gf, I scared of the pain I will get again.. I do not have confident anymore..

Im lonely.. I always tot I had gotten used to being alone, doing things alone.. But nope.. I always felt like crying.. But my tears just wont drop.. N theres nth I can do about it..

Love Sucks.. Life Sucks.. Skool Sucks..

Thinking back.. Its all shit.. All my EX GF, are those that started to know me, and I jioed them, then they broke off with me.. WTF is this?

But anyway, forget about that.. Maybe my perfect 1 is not here yet.. Those are experiences to be learnt, so that I am able to find my perfect 1..

After so much, I don't know what I am stressing for? I don't know why Im feeling Sad? I don't know why I suddenly have a heavy feeling inside my heart, like Im dropping down? I guess there is no answers.. I kinda need some time to relax my mind.. Getting to the Beach any1?

I need a place that is cool, quiet and peaceful.. Only then I am able to think.. My brains are like harden, not working anymore.. And I offten feel some compress feeling in my brain, in other words a little pain..

Something bad happen today, My Baobei ear piece spoilt.. Y? I don't know.. T.T Farking bad new isn't it? T.T

I guess I'll just need a puff.. Smokie.. Time..

Ohya, guys btw all this are some of my unhappiness.. But Im not emo.. Say Im Emo? And U're a ASS Hole, U f... Retart..!

Here comes that heavy feeling again.. MY heart.. Fell down deep.. Dead? Alive? I got no idea..
Happy reading readers.. Dun EMO alright.. RollOnFloorLaughingMyFuckingAssOff..![roflmfao]
FK everyone, Free kill..!


Cute Cute
Thursday, November 06, 2008

My Elder Sis de Cute Little Tong Tong.. See the way she laugh.. So Cute.. ^^
























Haha.. 1 stress down..


















Hmm.. 5 of nov 08.. I was feeling so stress on the 4 of nov.. Getting my poster fixed, yea and thx to my dear powderful frens.. They helped me in my poster.. Thx guys.. And today I went to school early to get myself prepared.. Yea, thx again to my FYP team mates, they wanted me to present my poster to them once, then she shoot question at me.. At the time I felt so stress, but when I cant answer, they will think of a good reason for me. To get me prepared for the questioning.. Thx alot guys, its great that i know u guys.. And then kenneth came in, my FYP supervisor, I told him I was feeling so stress, dunno what wil happen later on when i present. Guess what he told me, he said " just relax, nothing will go wrong. and just relax myself". Then I went down for my presentation, it was suppose to be 11.30am, I got there at around 11am+ abit.. And no other people was there, so the acessors as me to present first, I actually wanted to go down early to get myself prepared, but the moment I reached I was ask to present. And I was like dunno what to do.. But luckily thx to kenneth, my presentation was really smooth. So I must really thx my frens, Jimmy, Xiao Bai, Li qun, Rene, Pras, Mariam. They gave me lots of encouragement and help. Thx again guys.
After that I went back for FYP, did some stuff, but seriously this time round, I didnt do much for this FYP. Sry guys i will buckup..
Then went I was going home, rain rain rain, so i didnt walk to CWP with them, I took 169 back. Saw liping, but i tot she didnt see me. And she smsed me "see me also dunno how to say hi". And I was like lols ok, my phone got cut, so i cant reply, then around the next bus stop, she sat beside me and told me, dun misunderstand, I came over because it was dripping water. Then I was like erm.. ok.. Had a little chat with her, but mean while i was playing my baobei PSP.. heh.. Then out of a sudden, she ask me to go have dinner with her, and I was like im not hungry now.. So I offer to acc her, and not eating but just accing her.. She refused. So nth much then I said ok.. Then her phone rang, mum called again. Just like last time, dinning out with her family, reason: "its raining and her mum dun cook.." lols.. Then in this case dun need me already.. ^^
Reached the bus stop I always got down, she called me, but i didnt want to get down, why? I dunno, maybe I just wanna sit with her for another stop? Or too many people I cant get down.. But anyway I drop at the stop near MRT.. Then walk home..
Alright I promise to upload some pics from before? ^^ here it is..















the above 5 pics are my bday Present.. I love them.. Thx alot.. ^^












Alright the above 2 pics are things I brought for EVA, from my trip to malaysia.. Cute rite? She loves them.. ^^



Time goes by, things change. May love remain no matter how weather change. May love remain no matter how tough life may be. May love remain no matter how cruel reality is.

Name : Alan Ng Mao Lin .
Nick : Ah Mao .
Age : 22 This year (2009).
Bday : 17 Oct 1987 .
Like : Sleeping .
Hate : To be forced.
Wish : Earn lots of money .

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