Lol.. Afterall yesterday WC bday party was fun.. Took tons of pics.. Haha.. Will up load them together with my malaysia trip when Im free alright.. Gonna go sleep le.. hahas.. Not that im tired.. Tml gotta work..

U guys will be wondering I work? LMAO!! Wrong hor.. I did email ace recuriters to ask for a job.. Due to my RP bro Thomas.. hahas.. Thx ar bro.. So tada.. Got a 1 day job tml.. And I need to wake up at 6am.. Lol.. Reason is because I need to report at 8.30am sharp.. And I dunno where the place is.. So I have to wake up early.. Go out early to explore.. Heh.. And the job requries mi to do some checking of hard disk.. And its onli like $5 per hour.. hahas.. Better than slacking at home doing nth right.. Anyway its a 1 day job.. So.. Im gonna have fun tml.. Hehe..

Found some bloggie skin before I went out to buy food.. So I will change it n update de larhz.. Dun worry.. And I wan to say, yesterday JIE TING Pang Seh wo meng.. haha.. But sad to say, u miss out a great gathering.. hahas.. The waitress there quit chio lor.. hahas.. All the horny bastard.. Stop saying no gals in our group.. This is wad we are.. And bros forever larhz.. hahas.. xD

Gonna go for my handsome sleep liao.. LOL.!! Zzzzzzz......... bb..

Sat when to malaysia to see my grandpa.. Mother side de.. When over to see him.. After such long time.. Onli till now, I find the place there is so peaceful and quiet.. Really.. Great place to emo..

Anyway I took some pics wif my grandpa.. The place there, and a video of the place there.. The place where I spend my chinese new year.. The place where I used to go when I was young.. The place where I played.. Haha.. Will upload them lata on or maybe tml..

Right now im going out for WC bday.. It was so messy.. Different ppl say different things.. But the final plan I heard from WC was that we'll be meeting at yishun MRT at around 8pm.. Then we'll be finding place for dinner, then head down to clark quay estimate to reach there at around 9.45 to meet TK.. Then go pub.. ( I dun think I will be drinking, cos tml gonna acc my mum to hospital. ) Which I dunno wad can I do when I reach there.. Dun really have to mood to play around.. Perhaps I missing that some1..

Last but not least, my blog skin buang le.. Sad.. Gonna spend some time to edit my blog skin again.. Sadis.. T.T

So stay tune.. Lets jux hope everything will change and change to the better.. Wish my Ah Gong to be able to stay healthy.. Was so touch yesterday, when we bid goodbye.. My Ah gong told mi, when Im in army, must be careful.. Even tot he is so old le, he still remember me.. And even tot I onli go there once a year or even lesser.. He remembers me.. Im Sorry..

SORRY!!

Im supa duper lazy to blog.. Dunno how to blog about.. Spent most of my time sleeping.. Plus dam sian lor, all my fren dun update blog de.. got nth to read.. Like no news.. Siansation..

So yesterday slept at around 4am++, then woke up at around 8am++.. Reason is to acc my mum to hospital to do some checkup.. From wad the doc say is alright la.. nth de, dun have to worry.. But to play safe, gonna go for another checkup.. So imma acc my mum to hospital again.. Then she was complaining about her swollen mouth.. So we went to woodland de poly clinic.. Check up, her gums were infected larhz.. then next time go back to pluck her teeth.. Sure dam pain de lor.. I will acc u de.. Love u mummy..

Then reach home around 3.30pm to 4pm.. Was thinking about to sleep or to play game.. Ended up I was playing game till 6pm++.. Then got bored so on my com and found out that there were no news to read.. Im jux to bored..

Bball lata? No one called.. So meaning?? I miss swimming.. Its been like a week since i excerise.. Tummy comming out le.. xD.. I getting Fat..!! YEAH!! Celebrate!! ( other people is gonna kill mi..) Anyway.. Tonight can we not go 111 to play? I tired.. Dun feel like getting banged.. So.. Can we?

1 last thing.. For those who watch the show "Bring Me To Hell".. Lol.. Yesterday I went to Shop N Save with my mum.. Then I saw this lady that look like the Ah Ma.. Wah Kao.. Was Shock lor.. Believe me, 4bia liao.. The Ah Ma is was to er xin.. Lol.. Imaging in real life, got some1 like the Ah Ma Vomit "Stuff" into ur mouth.. Wad will u do? WTH.. Better not think about it.. xD.. Anyway altot its er xin, but its a good show to catch for those ppl who haven.. xD.. VOMIT!! ARGHH!! Lol..

Ok.. Imma stop here le.. Take kare readers.. Peace..!! xD
The happy Little Me.. ^^

Haha.. Yesterday ( June 13 ), Clement n mi went to malaysia, cant remember wads its called ( city plaza , city square ). lol..





After movie is already 6++pm le.. So we decided to go out of the shopping center to eat.. I dunno wad the place is called, but we went for Chicken drumlet and wings.. DAm Nice la.. hahas sad didnt take photo of it.. Was drooling the min i saw it.. hahas.

Then after eating our chickenss.. We went to walk around, clement called it as exploring.. lol.. And this is wad we found, There was a JB car team.. Wow Nice car la.. If onli I had 1 too.. lol..

Guys.. Know y my post seldom have pics anot? Cos I hate posting pics.. Have to arrange here arrange there.. So tiring.. Troublesome.. T.t But anyway, no regrets taking the photo and blogging it.. xD haha.. jux a little complaint.. hahas.. YEAH..!! Its Done.. Have fun..! PEACE!!

:+:Nub~Cake:+: shall Stop here le.. tired..! xD

Hi Peez, Quite a few days didnt blog.. Haha.. I gonna have a real long post lata on.. xD Cos now im gonna dota for awhile.. hahas.. So Im back to my happy little sweet life.. xD Tata~~~

Cant sleep.. Bored.. Im like idling my days away.. Rotting everyday.. Its June 11 already le.. 1 months and 3 days more to my turning point of life.. Siansation..

Bored till got nth to do.. When to her blog, which I always went too.. NO UPDATES.. Her blog have been rotting since may.. But anyway I was reading her previous post larhz.. hahas.. Sian hor.. Quite long didnt hear from her le ar.. Wondering how her relationship going on.. Hope its good ar..

This few days dam sian lor.. Dota Dota and Dota.. Lol.. Bo pian, got nth better to do lerh.. Abo Emo meh?? Where got so much things to emo about?? hahas.. I wanna go cycling.. Its so dam fucking long since I've cycle..

I know my blog songs are rather old larhz.. But it makes me feel my own heart beating.. xD

Im thinking of wad to do lata on?? I tried emailing Ace Recuriters lerh.. But till now still no reply from them leh.. Been checking my email lately.. I need a job.. Lol.. So Poor lor..

Im considering wanna to malaysia wif clement on this sat anot? Cos he might be alone.. So as a Buddy I should right? Lol.. Its like more than 80% I will acc go lor.. He dam emo la, broke up wif her gf again.. Bud/Bro dun worry, got me alright.. Imma acc u de, I will always remember the days u acc mi thru.. ^^

Mi and her gap is getting bigger le.. Seriously, getting rejected everytime is really sad.. Im sorry.. I aint a good person larhz, im selfish, self-center and many many more larhz.. Believe it anot.. Its up to u..

Hmm, Marrisa im sorry for being so straight-forward larhz, for rejecting u everytime u ask mi out.. I jux think that her is enough le, even tot me n her no hope.. I jux cant.. So we'll we good friends alright.. I know the feeling of being rejected.. Im so sorry..

I jux cant see my future.. Haiz.. I know I need to plan, mum is getting worried.. I know.. But, I dunno wad I can do to make things better.. Very Fan lehz.. Everyday got things to think.. If I don't have to think for a day, I would be so happy.. But guess, Family, Fren, bball and games are the only things Im left with..

If if if.. If onli life wont changed.. My life would be filled with happiness and laughter..

Wahaha.. At last I got my blog de music up.. Thx to Imeem.. xD

New song from 败犬女王.. Haha.. Sweet Show..!! Free Watch it.. xD

Heres the Liyrics:
没有如果 - 梁静茹
作词 : 严爵 / 作曲 : 严爵
紫.ｓè制作 QQ：253057646
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最后变成如果 我也不能接受
错过 错过 错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过 不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再轻易错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
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Haha.. Tag me alright.. xD

Freaking tired.. Haven sleep till now.. Supa Panda Eyes now.. Haha.. Im still wait for my true love.. 真的爱我 就放手一搏 !!!

Lmao.. Not tired yet.. Swimming anybody?? Its been week since I swimming.. T.T I wanna go swimming.. Sun Tanning..!! Im getting White le.. Dun wanna be Xiao bai Nian.. ^^ jio mi alright..!

I guess I'll jux be myself.. The anti social self.. Dun wish to talking to someone, I dunno.. Wanna be alone.. A peaceful quiet place for myself.. Listening to my fav song/music.. Chilling at the corner.. If its a beach would be better.. Cooling wind blowing to my face.. And staring at the sea.. Come to think of it, its been so long since I did this.. Almost a year le.. Recalling those days, I remember I took a pic of the blue sky, while the wind blow to my face..

Riding the bicycle alone, give mi freedom.. Going to the beach allows me to think.. Staring at the sea and the wind blowing to my face lets me relax.. Tml I shall do it.. Alone!!

Emoing days are back.. Life is good, but it aint going the way it should be.. Haiz.. Emo Emo Emo.. T.T

Everything is back to normal.. My world is still dark.. Dunno who called me jux now.. Hope is ace recuriters.. Then I owned le.. Got job = Got money?? Lol..

And I found out sumthing today, I need music to sleep.. zzZzzZZZ... Got music, I can sleep like fucking pig.. Lol.. When I woke up, my whole body was aching like hell.. Kaos, do more pull up larhz.. Idiot lor.. Now my arm stuck.. Left the fingers can move.. Siansation..

Gonna acc my mum to NTUC lata.. But dunno wad she wanna buy.. Jux go there help her carry stuff nia.. lols.. Clement, ps ar.. Mi no money le, cannot acc u to movie.. But is tml's swimming still on?

Im going crazy lately.. I dunno why.. Im jux going to.. Emo Emo Emo.. Any1 wanna bring me to a emo place to emo? I wanna Emo.. Yesterday night cant sleep, felt so emo but got no where to go.. Haiz.. I wanna EMO!!!!! WHOs wif me??

Everyday wake up, the first thing is to check my phone for ur sms.. But dun have de.. >.< Then I sms u, is either no reply or u say u r busy and say will sms mi lata.. but dun have also.. T.T

Was waiting for u to blog, dun have also.. U r so busy de.. -.0 Say wad learn from me, lazy to blog.. =.- Some more is I influence u de.. >.< Hao bu rong yi, u tell me go blog le.. lols.. =.-

I jux wanna send u, the one n only u home.. >.< guess that day jux wont come.. T.T

My entire body was aching now lor.. Now like sotong.. lols.. Did some pull up jux now, after basketball.. Haha.. Basketball today, was rather rough la.. Wad to do? Playing wif piony, uncle and those sort of fren de ppl.. Sian.. All bang bang de.. Cannot blame them also la.. We are jux too small in size.. =.- Not fierce also.. Sad.. Heng today got no injuries.. jux body aching.. Looking forward to sunday's swimming session.. Haha.. Last week didnt go.. This week must be black then go home.. Hahas.. As in Tan la.. lol.. Not black la.. hahas

I really need some jogging le.. My army days are near.. IPPT, everything can pass, jux 2.4km gone case.. Sad.. But everyday I also wanting to run, but sian, got heart no strength.. T.T Im jux wasting my days off, rotting.. Haiz..

I tried emailing the ace recruiters, hopping to get a part time job.. Time is running short.. I wanna change my lifestyle.. But I jux simply sleep too much.. And its way too much.. >.<

First of all, Wish marrisa Happy Birdday.. 18 yrs old le, grow up liao ar.. hahas.. On regards of the present, my sis will get it for u.. ^^

Ok, I jux dun feel good.. Yesterday, I wanted to change back my timing.. To sleep at night, play in the day.. I so tried sleeping early, ended up I woke up in the morning 6am, why? cos im hungry.. Wake up to cook maggie mee.. Lol.. After eating cant sleep le.. Staring at my com till 11am++ then felt tired n sleepy.. Then when to sleep.. Lol, and guess wad, I woke up at 5pm again.. Hopeless already.. Haiz..

Next, I been like wanting to send u home, but was kinda like rejected.. Haiz.. I jux wish nth had happen, so nth will change.. But its jux too late.. I know.. I really know.. Anyway, I understand le la, I jux hope alvin dun lose contact wif u.. Stay cute la..

Hell is waiting for mi, NS is also waiting for me.. Heaven jux dun suit me larhz..

Ur Happiness is all that I care.. ^^

1 side is fren, the other is the 1 i like.. What should I do? This is not the first time le.. Im really lost.. I need guidance.. Haiz..

Why do u have to do this? Cant we jux have a fair competition? What do u get for doing this? Haiz.. Its not like I say anything bad about u to her.. I didnt.. Why do this to me? I always treat u, as my bro.. But U stab me in the back? It hurts, really hurts.. Right now, I suppose to be sad, or angry? I really dunno..

First, telling her, u will be so happy if I can get back in contact wif her again. Next min u meet her, tell mi u going out to eat.. And next "this".. I really dunno what u will do next.. What about all the hit chest, fist out? I really do treat u as my bro.. Really.. But "this" aint joke to me.. I've tot u changed, or perhaps U had changed.. Change to someone I dont used to know.. Haiz.. LIES!! LIAR!!

Is this where our brotherhood ends?

Didnt get to meet her was kinda sad.. U know I actually got change right after I see ur sms, wanted to rush down to fetch u home.. But..

But I had dou hua yesterday night.. NICE!! My Fav.. xD

Who can I believe? I really dunno.. Onli Heaven Knows..!! Life jux aint going the right way..

I nv treat u as a subsitution, not in the past, not now and it wont happen in the future. U r nv the same as my ex.. And its been a year le.. Its not like what "he told u". Its not like I broke up wif my ex and the next min I like u.. But if u're not gonna believe me.. There is nth I can do le.. Can only blame myself for not being able to make u believe me..

I always tot my life changed better.. But it hasn't.. It didnt.. Everything jux seem so complicated.. Haiz..

Is this what brothers really mean? Is this what brothers are for? Is this what I get, for giving my true heart as a brother? Why? I really dun understand.. Really disappointed..!

Suddenly feel emo.. Im not going to see her tml.. Shes gonna meet her frens.. Haiz.. But anyway.. I know mien chiang no happiness de.. So I jux wanna see her happy larh.. Like or dun like, doesnt mean matter le.. As long as she is happy larh.. So y force? or pray hard? hahas.. No matter wad outcomes, i jux hope u will stay cute n happy lor.. Even tot I wanted u to be my gf.. But I know its impossible..

Haha.. All my frens, like have gf or bf lerh.. So its like left me la.. Then I'll take over the emoing clan.. lols.. So u guys, jux leave n dun come back to the clan ok.. hahas..

I want u to like mi cos of who I am.. Not wad other ppl says..

As long as U r HAPPY.. I will be happy too.. ^^ Happy forever..