Memories Of Daddy..
I hope to write down the memories of daddy, to always remember him..
When I was small, like maybe pri sch.. The tamiya car very pop.. He also never ask me, weather I a car to play or anything, he jux pass me $50 to go n buy a car I like..
He brought me a bicycle so that I can learn how to ride.. And I can ride back together with my mum..
During pri 5 jux after I learn how to ride a bicycle, he brought me up to the hill(block 200++).. Which he dun allow me to go up by myself because he was worried that I might get injured.. But after that night he bring me up, the next day I cycle up there on my own, he found out and gave me a scolding..
In sec sch, he worried about me going to sch.. Because it was a new sch and even tot its near to me, but its not to him.. He kept wanting to bring me to sch, but he got his work to take care of so he didnt..
Then there was once I ride the bicycle to a random place, which I went MIA for like few hours with my fren, end up when I go back, he scold mi, but again he was worried..
I was bad, noti and always making him angry.. But all he do was scolding.. But that is because he love me..
He even buy me a discman, which was freaking pop during that time.. He knows I always wanted to have 1.. So I ask me to go look at which 1 I like, and the price, then tell him, he will give mi money to buy.. And this was how I got my first discman..
Gameboy, He know I always go to the game shop to see see look look, even tot he was busy working.. And this is my father.. Love him.. He pass me the money, so that I can buy.. Then after buying, he even ask me, if the game was enough.. Still wanting to buy more game for me. but that was after promising to study hard.. This was how I got my first gameboy pocket..
Then gameboy advance, he saw alot of kids playing wif it.. And He ask me to go n buy, without thinking he have enough money for the family anot.. Which was.. ARGH.. I feel like crying now..
Then after I was in poly, and because his work and everything, I seldom see him.. Thus our chatting became lesser n lesser.. Whenever I never go to sch, he will scold me.. But again its for my own good.. And thus I pass and graduate.. He so wanted to attend my graduation things in sch, seeing me graduating.. But I told he its not worth it to off a day, to attend, because I myself find it stupid wasting time over there.. But right now, I regretted not going.. It might jux become a priceless memories.. During the holidays, he will always ask me to go out to work, not because he want me to give him money, but to earn money for myself, so I can buy things that I wanted.. And I will always remember this " Boy, u must go n work to buy things u want for urself.. Because papa cannot affort to".. But all I said was.. "ya la ya la" (tearing flowing down)..
The first day when I got enlisted into national service.. He and mummy accompany me to tekong.. Worried about am I able to get used to the life inside.. The both of them nearly tear up.. And I told them I will be alright.. dun worry, I will give them a call.. Then as time pass, I spring my ankle during route march, both of them are so worried, wanting to bring mi to doc..
Then the recent one was, I tore my ligement during I was at sispec camp.. Luckily, he came to fetch me back home.. even tot some scolding.. But its for my own good, y didnt I take care of myself..
Then I went for the op @ 9 of feb.. My dad, mum and mei acc me.. Waited for the poor sickening 3 hours.. Then my sis n brother in law joined. Then watch beside my bed, worrying.. After a day, I can go home already, they fetch me home..
Resting at home, daddy kept worrying about me getting hungry, keep asking me wan milo anot.. "Ah boy, u hungry anot, want drink milo anot? Papa make for u" But I kept laughing, saying " aiyo papa, dun need worry de, if i hungry will tell u de.." I know im a asshole.. Freaking shit..
And even during the time when daddy was inside, I never actually have a good talk with him, because the nurse dun allow me to go in.. My biggest regret.. Hais..
Regrets.. Full of regret.. Hais.. Can all this jux be a dream?? I jux hope to have some1 by my side..
I WAN PAPA!! I REALLY MISS PAPA!! CAN I HAVE MY PAPA BACK?? GIVE MI BACK MY PAPA!!Special Thanks To:Alvin, Ys, Wei Chiang, Teow Kiat, Clement, Aaron kor kor & Cindy and family, Xiong & his GF Yiyun, Alvina, Wei jie. And everyone that came down to help.. Sry if i cant remember ur name because everything was a mess.. Shock.. Things jux go way too fast for me to cope..